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Monday, August 30, 2010

Eleven Days Away from home...

I have been really sick this trip. Now I understand how lonely and helpless one feels when he/she is sick during a trip. Needless to say, eleven days trip...

In Moscow, I did not receive any call. That shows how popular am I. Nah...
This is our life. When you are sick, you are all by yourself. If you need a little help or concern, you need to source for it. One in a million will call you and ask about your condition. Out of pure concern, I hope.

Well, luckily for me, I am an independent girl. Thank god. What I misses most is my hubby, my travelling companion. He is the only person I can sai-nai, let out a little of the girl in me. I yearn for him to care for me. Home is still where I belong!

After my battle with my medicine and sleep, I crawl to Huston.
"Feeling better? yes yes yes." I answered to them all.

My first meal with them at Cheesecake Factory, I had Angel's Hair Shrimp Spaghetti.

I have been looking forward for this dinner since my roster is out. The dme-iah reflects food and shopping. When I see Huston on my roster, the first thing that came to my mind was IHOP and Cheesecake factory and hell-loads-of SHOPPING.

So, I ordered my spagetti... waited an hour for my food, my stomach almost deflated.

Took my first spoon...I almost spit out my food. Yucks! How come it taste like that?
Just six months ago, It doesn't taste like this...
Have to resort to stuffing the food into my mouth. As expected, I did not finish my food.

I pondered for a long time. And realized, the first visit, I shared my food with my batchgirls. We were happily eating and laughing over our dinner. Oblivious to the taste of the food. The second visit, it was with Z.

Yumm Yumm... one for u one for me.
The feeling was so sweet and blissed. The food is definitely fantastic.
But this time around, I'm not feeling too good myself, having diarrhea... I ate the food myself, quietly... each mouth is a torture. The bill adds up to 25 Usd.. with tax and tips and gratuity... WTH... how much have i paid!

Now I understand what they meant by mood depicts your food. This is what they are referring to. We all have to taste it to believe it! The food is not so good after all! Its just that they starve us, make us really hungry... subconsciously, we will believe that the food is super yummy!

Pardon my complaints. I need to rant my anger somewhere!
*chill!*

The next day, my IHOP taste so much better. The taste of normal sausages, pancakes and rossti! What can go wrong? haha...

Followed by, a killer shopping spree! With NOTHING to buy in mind, I spent some USD$600! I seriously need counselling! There goes my allowance...

I am going to the MALL later! =( The things from the MALL is a NEED! Sooooo...... I'm feeling very depressed. I can never be rich!

Somebody help me!

10:25:00 AM

Friday, August 20, 2010

THANK GOD FOR ANSWERING MY PRAYERS!

Grandma discharged! =)

2:38:00 AM

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Happy 18th my love...

3 years 10 months =)

Happy 9 months of marriage (on 21st) my hubby!

I love you.

1:42:00 AM

Looking at my archive, i see how i grow as a person... how my life changes... how blogging allow me to have my freedom of words... how i am still the same, in a way that I am still as lost as the past.


1:26:00 AM

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Grandma,Grandma Get well soon!

My dearest grandmother was admitted to NUH today. She has been suffering for weeks. Her leg seems to be in pain and lately, she developed herpes zoster, blister looking rashes, sister of chicken pox. Immediately, I suggested to bring her to the hospital but my mum and aunt/uncles are worried that once she is admitted, she will be stuck or worst, not come out. At that moment, I thought of Z's grandfather. He went in and never came out.
Her condition got worst at home. No choice, she needs immediate attention.
So this time round, I have to make sure that at all times, someone has to be with her!

It is always very frustrating as I am always not there. I am very worried. Although my aunt reassure me that she is doing fine, I want to see her!
Since young, I have always been very close to her. She is one person whom I can confide my greatest secret in. She is always my listening ear and I love to hear her life stories too. We are like best of friends.

Sometimes, she do repeats her stories. I am always amazed at the sparkle in her eyes whenever she says something of the past. Her smile and laughter brings back many precious memories.
She lead a hard life and finally I have earned enough to bring my family for a trip. Yet, her legs failed her. Why can't we be mortal and healthy? Why can't we choose who to eliminate from the human society and who to keep? Why the bad guys survived and the good ones not?

Every time I see her in pain, I feel like crying. I bite my lips, pinch my hand and dig my nail into my skin. Psycho, I know. I cannot cry! Especially not in front of her!
I am the most lousy person on earth! I cannot even control my emotions!
When I was young, she used to piggy back me on her back. She carry me and buy food for me. Now, I have to carry her and buy food for her. How irony.

I wish, I can bring her for a holiday. I want her to recover!

This year is really a bad year. What have we (Z and I) done to deserve all these? Our surroundings are full of time bomb. Bad news roll in one after another. One minute is Z's family problem, the other is mine. Oh god, please please answer our prayers.

Peace. Peace. Peace.

What we ask for is just a simple and peaceful life.
Nothing more. I don't want to be rich, stay in big houses or drive a Ferrari.

I want to run away but I know I have to face the problems. Tomorrow is is a better day, they say.

For me, tomorrow is another judgement day.

Home. I want to go home.

All the way from Johannesburg.

8:02:00 PM

I wish...
I wish...
I wish...

To have my freedom...

I contradict myself. Cos' I have a choice to leave everything as it is... but I know I can't.

Squeeze out all my energy. And I will die of no regrets. For I know, I have done my best.

I pray for them to get better, to be in good health.

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If I can live again,

I want to take up music lessons...
I want to gain new knowledge... Have all the time in the world to enjoy my "reads".
I want to achieve something in life...
I want to be happy again...
I want to laugh and smile with my heart...

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for now, let's hope for the best!


1:31:00 AM

Friday, August 13, 2010

Bad Luck SHOO SHOO SHOO!

Dear God,

if you exist,

please bless Zet's mother...

please bless My mum...

please bless My grandma...

please bless My dad...

please bless Zet and My family...

Good Health

8:22:00 PM


Her big day =D


Her precious.
See his sour face? That is because he ate a sour peach puree...
Damn funny!


The mischievous boy!

Ho Sisters Love!

8:11:00 PM

Our London trip.
We decided to join the tour to strong henge and Bath for our next trip.
R & R London trip awaits.

Walking is the best way to sight-see!
We visited the Victoria & Albert Museum! It is HUGE!
Due to time constraint, we only cover a few parts of the museum.


Michaelangelo.

Censored.

She is our fashion icon. Audrey Hepburn.

Cute Boot!

Birthday Pressie for my eldest x 2!



Our first rainbow encounter!!!
So beautiful! =D

7:32:00 PM

Our trip to Paris is not as romantic as expected.
Due to the Air France on Strike, we are put on standby on our clear day.

Misunderstandings here and there between us.
The last thing I want to do is to quarrel in such a beautiful city.
But well, some things... we cannot control. We learn from there and fall in love back again.

The above is my damage. My very first Louis Vuitton. <3


My 2nd damage. Long Champ!
I bought the long strap limited edition (Eiffle Towel) and a plain big bag (for short trip use) !

Macaroons reminds me of love.
I bought this to share with Z... Savor the taste of the sweetness that melts in the heart.


The glittering Eiffel tower.

@ 10 pm.

My favorite picture.
Beautiful background...

Best company =)

She make me laugh. ALOT.


The iconic JUMP.

We look like we've known each other for years!

The batchmates and the couple-code.
My khakis!

The impromptu picnic!

The must take. Arc de tromphe.


This trip reminds me of Charlene! My Buddy! I was there 2 years ago with her. Back then, we just started flying... 2 poor kids with no money...walk from hotel to Eiffel to Lourve...

2 years later, we take cab around like we do in Sg! This is the first time I take cab in Europe... =D Felt really good~

Haha...

5:50:00 PM

Please excuse me for the jumbled up photos!

My KL trip with my FAV girls...
The place is not very exciting but the company is superb.
We even had a re-make of "THE HANGOVER".
(Gosh! That is one night I will never forget and is also the most embarrassing night of my life!
*SECRET* )

Day 2- The above is my first successful "zuk-zuk.


Day 2- The drunkards (exclude Zet).

Day 2- Very vintage photo! I like!

Day 2- At the mall.

Day 1- after our seafood dinner!

Day 2- Drinking session.

Day 2- Tequila shots.

These reminds me of someone... =X

My favorite DRAUGHT!

This is yum yum too!

Day 2- Tom yam soup for dinner.

Day 2- Fried calamaris.

Day 2- Stingray.

Day 2- Oyster + Omelet

Day 2- While waiting for the food... YS discovered Les's weakness...

The drama begins...
LOL! I realize the guys love to disturb Les.
Whenever we see THAT green thing, I will think of that night's scene.

Day 2- Going for massage.

Day 2- Shopping day!

Day 1- Our trip begins here.

I love you sisters!

Where's next? (Hopefully the next trip, SiRu can join us!)

4:54:00 PM


My dearest batch girl's wedding cum gathering. 11 July 2010.

We were chatting non-stop throughout the dinner. The LOUDEST group of the evening.

Our Princess.

This is damn funny and so candid.

When someone mention about another girl's name. They started to bitch and complaint non-stop. I can literally see steam on both of their heads!

Last but not least, The girls =)

After that night, I realize how much I miss hanging out with them. I am glad I made it somehow. (After quarreling with another girl... =X )

4:41:00 PM

My Dramatic Life Story.

Every night as I lie on my bed, words come flowing in. So much to say, so little time.
These few months have been a roller coaster ride for me. Mostly, I am at the bottom.

Anyway, I shall let the pictures excite you while I pen my thoughts.


4:21:00 PM

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