Friday, June 19, 2009
Numbness took over me.When he told me he is different, but he is the worst.
I am glad that even after so long of abandonment, my friends are always there for me.
Thank You my loves!
BIG BIG HUG!
Esp thanks to Charlene and Jer for helping me with my 1 zillion tons of stuffs...
Not forgetting, Lin and Van THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU too!
Thanks!! for everything!!
This is the beginning... I mark my own path...
SPEECHLESS.
12:10:00 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
I am still awake at this hour.I want to sleep! But I can't! My mind just can't stop working!
I've got too little time and have too many things to do!
I need to talk to someone! My brain is going to burst soon...
Dear diary,
I have been thinking about everything...
I'm suppose to share. And turned mute, when I see him.
Or rather even when I want to pen it down.
My paper is blank.
Is time pulling us apart or closer?
It should be very simple.
Yet, I seems to complicate things myself...
Contradict facts.
Is it somethings are just as misleading?
Or is it I am the only one thinking?
Suddenly, I feel so lonely.
When he's here, I feel slightly better yet, there seems to be an unanswered question in me...
I don't even know what is the question...
My body and soul seems to have repelled.
I feel weird.
What is happening to me?
Everything is going fine.
Why am I feeling so incomplete?
What am I seeking for?
I don't know what am I going through...
That day, I asked to leave him cos I think I am affecting him.
I'm scared. One day, he will be angry or mad at me for my emo-self.
My emotions are uncontrollable.
Please help me, my guardian angel...
-Jhwp, 150609
8:11:00 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Happy 1 year Anniversary, 957! =)A year ago, we are like little lambs running around the aircraft with a BIG "P" beside our name.
Now, we are all polished!
Not very shiny. But still, we manage to bear through all the ugly sides of our "job".
And I do love my batch mates!
Reminiscing our STC days...
I miss YOU all!
Where ever our future lies, we will and always be friends forever!
3:18:00 PM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Moscow, Russia.My very FIRST bubble bathe!
I was greeted by this colorful room.
And so, my batch girls : Isya, Charlene and Cassandrea!
I love this picture~957 spirit!
Its been a long time I hang out with such a big group!My happening set of crews!
This is so candid.
Smile.
Isya's idea!And its so cool!
With the St. Basilica Cathedral.
=)
The weather changed from cloudy to sunny!
YIPPIE!At the right time!
Group picture!
Detailed.Structured and colourful.
This is a little corner of the church.
I find these so post card.
Guard holding the flag.
Change of guard ceremony.Hourly event.
With the band playing.
And the folks dancing!
My very own Russian Doll!
After this trip, I suddenly have a thing for camera and photography!
All thanks to this crew who thought me how to use my camera functions.
She imparted her knowledge of camera to me.
=)
Now, I have a number of hobbies :
- Photography
- Sewing
- Baking
- Cooking
- Reading
and so many more.... .....
With a flicker mind and a "three second" attitude, I will have a lot more "hobbies" that I will pick up on my way ....!
Heehee... ...
12:58:00 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
To Johannesburg...
This is damn hilarious...
UNDER CONSTRUCTION.
My set of crews =)A nice dinner at Ocean Basket.
And a fulfilling breakfast!PANCAKES aka Flap Jacks in SA.
YUMMY!
And with my batch girl aka couple-coded batchie!She's withstanding the wind and cold while I'm nicely covered up!
We look like we are at different continents with different attire.
And here I am.
Finally. FLEA MARKET~
I bought a nice lovely pair of giraffe!
Their ornaments which comes in different sizes!
Can I bring this home please?I'm as TALL as the giraffe!
Heehee...
Their street show.
Stunts not to be followed.
Impressive!
And HE do go under and pass the "fire-pole".He's NOT afraid of the fire!
I can see his eye lashes burnt!
LOOK what we found!
ROXANNE!
Had a good trip =)
Came home this morning and I manage to catch a glimpse of my dear before he leave for Beijing!
I can't wait to see him tomorrow!
I miss you. My dearest hubby...
11:23:00 PM
Monday, June 08, 2009
When our quarrel brings us one step ahead.=)
I think absence makes the mind goes crazy.
That's how crazy and paranoid I am.
And finally, I'm going back in another 13 hours.
Hopefully, I can catch him, before he fly off to Beijing.
God is testing us... We have only 1 day and I'll have to fly off again.
When I'm back he's already away for another week!
OMG... How on earth some other couples maintain a long distance relationship?
4:21:00 AM
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Johannesburg, South Africa...My set of crews are fantastic.
I'm with Charlene, my batch girl.
Finally went to the Flea market of SA.
..... .......
On the surface, I'm smiling, laughing... at nothing.
Pretend that I'm happy and normal.
Every time, things have to end up this way.
Whenever I speak of how proud I am with him... How I want to save my South Africa jungle trip with the love of my life, .... ...
Things will happen...
I feel so sad.
The more I thought of it, the more I cannot control myself...
Why Why?? tell me why??
10:05:00 PM
Thursday, June 04, 2009
I can't sleep without you.I frost in time.
6:32:00 AM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
DME-IAH-DME, 9 Days.DME: Moscow, Russia.
IAH: Huston(Texas), USA.
Firstly, I would like to congratulate myself for completing the whole course.
Secondly, I would like to slap myself in the face for my stupid mistake.
Thirdly, I would like to slap that Indian lady, Panth... (Something something...) *If possible.
Lastly, I miss my love.
I've NEVER been away for so long.
The moment I stepped into the house, I'm in "Twilight Zone" - lost.
I feel that there are many things I need to do and many days have passed and I miss Sin.
I secretly opened a can of beer and cool myself down.
I watched two movies : Becoming Jane and Pride and Prejudice.
Great movies, although they have similar story line.
Moscow, Russia.
I love the country, rich background.
Russian women are as pretty as their Russian dolls.
Russian men are rough and rude.
St. Basilica Cathedral is beautiful.
I took almost every angle (I can) of the place.
And I bought TWO Russian dolls!
Too pretty to resist.
Texas(Huston), USA.
I LOVE U.S !
THE food and THE shopping paradise -factory outlets!
I finally tasted the food of the famous IHOP restaurant.
And jet-lagged.
Back to Sin.
I miss home! I miss everything of Singapore, EXCEPT the stupid rules which I DO NOT AGREE WITH.
I got held back and was taxed for my shopping.
Reason being, I DO NOT HAVE ANY ALLOWANCE FOR "MY SHOPPING", which means,
WE ARE ALLOWED TO SHOP AT OVERSEAS ONLY IF WE PAY TAX FOR EVERYTHING WE BUY!
This was what happened: That F-ing P* Indian lady asked me how many bags I have in my cargo.
I said "TWO."
I Did Not Lie.
I had only TWO bags(in my cargo,1 NEW couch and 1 old long champ) and the rest are clothes and a pair of Adidas sport shoe i bought for my use in Moscow.
She said "why you didn't declare? You bought soooooo (she dragged and exaggerated) many BRANDED items! " .
"WOW. Abercombie, Old Navy, Victoria Secrets, Adidas... "
I replied, "Oh, I thought branded means Couch, LV, Prada,Gucci..."
Maybe SHE DO NOT think as highly as us.
Do SHE even know what are they?
So that means Giordano, Hang Ten, Charles and Keith THEY ARE ALL BRANDED ITEMS!
*WOW! EVERYONE OWNS BRANDED ITEMS!
WE ARE ALL WEARING BRANDED ITEMS!
Now, I am really confused what exactly is BRANDED items when everything TO THE CUSTOM is Branded items?
So if we buy fake goods we do not have to pay tax?
And WE are not allowed to buy ANYTHING from overseas at ALL?
What kind of a rule is this?
Please tell me who on earth go overseas DO NOT buy a SINGLE thing at all.
So I clarify my doubts, "How about my chocolates I bought from super market? Do I have to pay tax?"
The answer is "YES. EVERYTHING."
I was like WTF?
I am not carrying any cigs or drugs?
OR EVEN LIQUORS/ WINES?
Don't they have any other better things to do?
This is the LAW we are living with.
Singapore is indeed a FINE country.
Shall I hate or love my country?
This is contradicting.
I came back with a smile and a yearn to be back to my home, my country and this is how I am treated by my fellow colleagues, my fellow Singaporean.
IF there is any other word worst than SUAY, I think I Am ONE.
Toto,4D also not so ZHUN lor!
I think I am very very very SUAY.
My dear friend, bought 3 BIG couch bag and she pass the custom!
I bought 1 kate spade and 1 couch and I kena.
REALLY is -__-"
4:58:00 AM
Saw the news : "Passenger Jet Disappeared (Air France) Off Brazil."OMG.
What is happening to the world? Sounds like the Bermuda triangle!
What if I am on the plane?
Life is too short to waste.
Another OMG is Lesly cut her hair SHORT! (AND I FORGOT TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH HER!)
4:52:00 AM
Mini Gathering with my dearest.And Congratulations to Anne for her Big day!
I just came back from my mini gathering with my dearest Anne and Les. I so love to gossip/talk!
This is call everlasting friendship.
After that KTV day... we let out things we never ever talked about, we got closer.
No more secrets.
LOL.
And I learnt a little magic. Or shall I call it The-Traditional-Way-Of-Knowing-Your-Future.
I am amazed at it!
=)
WE CAN TALK FOR HOURS AND ITS NEVER ENOUGH! hahaha...
I love them!
4:44:00 AM
Every woman needs her man.And my man is away.
I miss him.
Terribly.