Sunday, January 28, 2007
A simple trip to Msia with him.
A lil feast- Pizza...
A nite of Question which he seems to hate.
Is it that guys don't like to be asked?
What kind of relationship are they seeking for?
Just a quiet partner? To accompany them when they feel lonely?
I really don't know..
11:36:00 PM
Yest nite went for super with Arth...
Had a lil talk, that brings me to some thinking state.
I guess its about time i stop and look around the things happening around me.
A lil query on F,i asked.
Got to know that he's dissapointed den hurt.
That sounds worst.
There's nothing i can do now, learn a lesson from it.
A question that left me speechless.. with a reply, " YOU ARE STIL YOUNG!"
Indeed,i am.
2:50:00 PM
A lil surprise for Anne at her pub though i got lost, but thank god i managed to reach there before time. =) hehes...
I feel that i'm quite a distant from them.. sorry girls.. hopefully hols can catch up more!!
2:33:00 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
hmm.. things have being going on great for us.. managed to solve the prob.. Although nv see his phone.. (with acceptable reason and respect..) i trust and believe him..
He's facing some crisis there, hope to be there and brave through the storms together.. =)
to let him noe tt he's not alone i guess..
They say we will not last long.
I just take as an advise.
Nothing personal, nothing affecting me..
I am not thinking that far, just want to stay today like the last.
Treasure every moments cos' we'll never know it may be the last.
Life is short, people come and go.
They say, the happiest person on earth live in the moment.
Thus, never let the past or the future affects your wonderful today...
smiles=)
Have been very tied up nowadays, project datelinnes to meet and quizes every week...
Sorry to my dear frens tt i've neglected u!!
Still.. miss ya as much!! Hugs =)
Not forgetting to wish my beloved ANnE TSM!!! a VERY!! HAPPY!!! BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its been years yet we managed to keep in touch, although nv really go out tt often, J.A.D.L will always be sisters and spendin the rest of our lives together.. Sisterhood ROckS!!
ALl the best in wadever u do!
Good luck!
Best wishes!
ENjoy ur special day!!
LOVE YA BABE!!
1:54:00 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
spending my saturday night at home blogging and updating profile........
10:09:00 PM
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
9:33:00 PM
hmm..was awaken by a phone call..
tis call..stopped my slp n force me "rebirth" to the reality world.
i thought,for a moment, "Can i sleep forever?"..
Words of yesterday still flashes in my mind.
Washed up,went n fetch my chirpy hyper-energetic cousins.
The innocent look on their face, their pure talks,how i envied kids.
Went swimming.
Had a great laugh and for a moment,i was focused.
Until he called,his voice make my eyes wet.
I thought of yesterday.
This is how much i was hurt.
Ask my close ones and they'll know,its been years since i am behaving this way.
The issue was being brought up, it continues with no conclusion, yet.
Went to VivoCity,half thinking,half of half looking after the kids,half of half window shopping.
No matter what, i know i'll regret if i give up.The feeling is terrible when u look back at all this ridiculous little problem that breaks of the connection of two person
in love.
Decided to give the freedom and space,but requested made a promise of loyalty and trust.
9:08:00 PM
For a moment.. i thought i was the luckiest gal in the universe..
it was all a fantasy..
i tink too much..
the phone thing.. finally plucked up my courage to ask..
(thanks gals for advisin n givin me the courage =) i've to face it sooner or later.. )
i saw thru reality..
the cruel truth tt lay befor me..
the man whom i tink would spend the rest of my life with.. is a total stranger...
the man who loves too much,pride n ego.
full of confidence n full of mystery..
i tot everything was so simple.. force myself not to complicate it..
i can't.. can't deceive myself no more..
its been sometime since i drop a tear..
i felt a stab in my heart.. the same one i had.. years ago..
sometimes i'm wondering.. y do i always lik to challenge myself?
i'm lost n confused..
heartbroken..
what should i do????
4:50:00 AM
went sembawang park instead of "shaking my bom bom" at MOS..
had a great time though **romantic!
4:47:00 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
hmm.. today skipped sckt tutorial cos acc him eat breakfast cum lunch..
talked tings out but stil.. somethings i better keep quiet..
green light some day.. !
Nth much.. Not goin tertiary fling le.. be a gd gal!
zz.. >.<""
is there something going on??????
7:58:00 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
ok.. now.. my bike.. i'm riding phantom.. 200cc.. =x its big.. too big for me.. i noe! ..
haha.. but i stil love it though...
had 3 accidents till now.. =x.. the last one was the most frightening one cos i hit a car.. but thank god i din fly.. had a deep ard 3.5 cm scar ( which i din go n stitch =x).. and a few bruises..yupz.. but now, i promise myself to be a save rider.. =x PEACE!
oh ya.. went KL(10 of us).. from 26-28 dec.. shop n eat shop n eat.. lol.. me n qin shared a beautiful room on the 20+ floor.. which gives a good view of KL.. !! oh my.. 3 days is nv enuff for an aunty n granny..lol.. yupz, expected, we rushed thru our shoppin trip.. came home broke n loaded wit clothes n gifts.... but onli 30~40 % belongs to us.. hahaha.. ttz the sad part.. =x
aniw, all thx to Wai for plannin it n makin tis possible!! hehehe.. had a great time getting away!!!! =)
another thing is ... y i nv blogg?!?~?!
my com is forever down n i'm forever workin.. lol.. no worries.. i'l keep my updates as of today!! :P happy reading!!
10:04:00 PM
today.. kinda crazy..
immediately aft sch, Ru say ,"weather is so gd today.."
den i suggested.. "y not sentosa..?"
lol.. n there we r.. go there tann.. hehe..
n drank my fav.. AVOCADO milk shake!!
yummm..
hmm..
someone offered a $9/hr bartender..
shall i ?? shall i??
kinda attracted by the offer.. but i feel reali bad leaving them..
lik betraying them?
these few days i've been reali up.. n reali down..
kinda emo..
wat's wrong wit me?~
been tinkin abt my past, future n present..
n everything's ttz happening.. i looked thru friendster the other day.. was shocked to discover the changes ard me.. n the ting is tt i nv tak notice until now!
hav been neglecting peeps.. (SOORRYY!!)
my life now is jus merely sch..work.. him.. everyday is jus another day.. simple..
i've changed alot since i work nightlife job..
been kinda wild.. with all my colleages.. but its fun though.. =)
my Xmas eve n New year's eve.. i spend my time workin..
ttz y, till now,i dun even hav the feel of new yr, birthday.. n 17th.. jus lookin at the days flying pass me..
but anyway, i'm tamming down now..
although not reali used to being controlled.. but at least i noe he doesn't wan me to go stray? or jus wan to lead a simple life wit me? its for my gd.. =x =x =x
:P ... love is blind..
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to him.. thanks for remembering.. although its no more anniversay.. still, happy 17th jan! no special meaning jus a "special" day tt i'll always remember.. memories.. is a gift from u to me.. "Life has been great enough.. i dun ask for more.. we r both blessed with 2 most beautiful person on earth to care for us, love n concern abt us.. treasure .. =) all the best!! hugs.."
9:42:00 PM
hmm.. its been some time.. lol..
aniw, sch's great.. with all my babes ard.. hehe..
in work.. finally can go bar.. tap beers n making cocktails.. so much to learn.. time pass v fast..
hav been hangin out wit him.. though kinda discreet but i enjoy every moments.. =P
to my dearest sis.. i got guy le doesnt mean i will neglect wor.. stil love u all as much! lol..
hugs n kisses.. tml tertiary fling.. shall i go or not??
11:13:00 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007
HAPPY BiRthDAY to ME!! lol...
Thanks for all the wishes,surprises n celebration!
Firstly, wana thank my darlings,my sweet ones... for all the sweet surprises~!!! =)
Finally able to recover my blog!! for the past few mths.. lots of things happened!
will update soon ya.. lol.. hugs!~
3:13:00 PM