Monday, August 31, 2009
Going home. Where I belong.Finally, in another 10 hours, I'll be home.
I'm always yearning to go home.
Always ready before the call time. LOLs.
Cos' I WANT TO GO HOME!
I don't know how long more I can withstand this always-away job.
I can't be there for my best friend's wedding.
I can't be there for my best friend's first baby.
I can't be there for my family when they need me most.
I can't be with my friends who need me to be there for them.
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I'm a person who loves familiarity!
What's the point of going to a beautiful place without anyone to share the moment with?
ARGH!
My next step?
I'm thinking of going back to my books...
But, how long will this determination last?
The fee is not cheap.
?????
Confused.
Anyways, my diet in Dubai is terrible.
I successfully cooked porridge with the right amount of water and rice.
I ate it with canned and preserved food.
Most of the food stall here are closed due to the Ramadan,fasting period.
I'll die of malnutrition.
I miss home cooked food.
I miss my granny's cooking.
I miss tasting my dad's new recipe.
I miss cooking with my dear.
I miss Singapore's food!
I miss everything of home.
I just can't wait...
12:52:00 AM
Friday, August 28, 2009
The Ideal place.After watching THE PROPOSAL, how we wish we have settings like that in Singapore!
We've been running around in search of the right place and dress.
And finally, I've found my dress and make-up/hair artist.
My dear found his ideal pink suit.
It will be a surprise on our turn-out!
But the venue is still a " ? "
I think its because of our high expectation and exposure, we cannot find THE place.
Hopefully, without the nice place, we can get good food to make up for it!
3:52:00 PM
I'm in Dubai now.So bored.
Outside is 40 over degrees.
I refuse to go out.
And feeling so lazy and "lum nua".
3:36:00 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
My dearest..who insist to wait up for me while i bathe...
This picture just warms my heart.
I secretly capture it and save in my com...
Although we are both busy and flying, our heart is closer than ever.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
12:07:00 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009
Roster is -.-"I will be doing 2 months of Australia tour from tomorrow onwards -.-"
Call up for ADL from 18-20 Aug...
21 Aug : off
22-23 : TPE
24 : off
25 : On Course (RW99)
26 : off
27-31 : DXB/RUH
01-02 SEP :off
03-06 : sss1
07 : HKG turn
08 : off
09-11 : Shit Nee (SYD)
12 : off
13-14 : PVG
15 : off
16-19 : BNE
20 : off
21-22 : NGO
23 : off
24-25 : PER
26 : off
27-29 : MEL
30 : off
Go on and laugh at my roster... ...
So guys, I'll be pretty busy!!! Pardon my absence =X
A little secret to reveal...
We collected our rings =)
Its really pretty!
I can't believe I'm going to be a married woman soon!
Well, I love him and he loves me!
A simple life...
(hopefully no idiot will come and complicate us any further! I'll make sure I'll PULL ALL her hair out! kick her ass and stuff my fingers up her dirty nose and dig out her eye balls! this time around... NO MORE EXCUSES!)
Whahahahhaha!! Watch out girls! Stay away from my husband-to-be! =X =X =X
Anyway, this will be a huge step and a new beginning.
I will be the happiest bride on earth =)
And a happy Mrs. Peh!
Thank god for everything!
I didn't know there's sooo mmaaannnyyy preparations.... ....
THE ideal place to hold our ceremony...
THE right dress...
THE ring (BIG TICK)...
THE photo studio for our album...
THE JP...
so much more!!... make-up? hair? photographer? shoe? guest list?... ...
11:43:00 PM
Thursday, August 06, 2009
A surprise for Si Ru...We feel like her bf lor...
And we think like a man!
Ballooonnnsss...
Still got flower petals some more!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Our little surprise!
Writing the card...
And flowers!See!
Do we think like a man?
like proposing to her like that! whahaha...
The lucky girl!
=)
Fairmont Hotel!
Isn't it sweet?
Opening her present!
Ta-dah!Marc jacob wallet!
Thats the three of us !
Ru and me...
I'm the make-up artist for the day!FOC!
With .. Ah-li!=X
=)
Like a small girl =X
Women power!
Elegant~
Act kawaii with her hair band =Xhehehe...
Sun-shine! Sun flower!
The party begins...
=) half the girls...
The girls..My sis join after that...
Leather Atrium party?Haa.. We all work there before..
The killer drink for her =XFlaming Lambo...
Lighting up the fire!
there she goes...Alcoholic finishes her drink =x
Last but not least,
A VERY HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO SI RU!
7:44:00 AM
A double date : Kenn's Birthday @ Butter Factory...With the crazy girls...
Jer's 1st try...
Finally no dreamy eyes...
Retard =x
Smiley!=)
7:16:00 AM
So...I love the buildings and layout of the town...
Look at this cafe!Damn "attas" feel...
Like any other EU countries...Ang-moh countries always have this kind of "feel" one.
Haa...
I just love it!
The Britain Telephone Booth.So English!
I remember seeing this in Jurong Bird Park years ago...!
And their building...
And their houses!I happen to notice that the British are kind people.
The first incident was...
This small boy dropped one side of his shoes on the main road and a kind man stopped his car and get off his car to help him retrieve it!
He is putting his life at stake for doing so!
So sweet of him...
The 2nd incident...
A car stop for me to cross the road... hehee... simple act which warms my heart.
The people here smile to acknowledge me lo!
I like~
I feel more happy and welcomed here!
Began to like London. Don't mind more 308 patterns =X (But not too much la! =X)
My Shopping.ONLY one dress and my FIRST ALDO Heels!!!
I LOVE!
It is not the quantity but the quality!
I love my shoppingsss!
haha!
I know...The heels are super tall!
Must remember my height okay!
I'm a short little girl! with MANY Tall friends around!
So, This is a NEED not a WANT =X
Ta-Dah!Don't they go well~ =)
=) =) =)
Super contented!
6:23:00 AM
A Walk In London, Kensington street to be specific.
So, I wanted to breathe some fresh air after a stupid fight with him.
Bathe and prepared. All ready to do this Alone.
When I look at the train map, my confidence level dropped.
I told myself, its just a few stops away... follow the guide... change to another "tube" as they call it instead of train...
I went straight to the machine, and got really confuse...
Firstly, that "oyster card" (their ez-link card here) machine takes only the exact amount (which i do not have at the moment).
Then, another machine says "one way" or "return", something like that ... I do not know if that includes the deposit of 3pounds.
When I tilt my head and look at the numerous platforms again, I gave up.
Staying near the hotel is a better choice. I'll let my feet do the job, to walk as far as the walking street ends.
6:08:00 AM
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
"If there were no words, no way to speak i would still hear u.There were no tears, no way to feel inside i'd still feel for you.
And even if the sun refuse to shine even if romance ran out of rhyme you would still have my heart till the end of time.
You are all I need, my love my dearest wife.
All of my life, I have been waiting for all you give to me.
You have opened my eyes and shown me how to love unselfish.
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before.
In my dreams I couldn't love you more..."
It was such a sweet surprise when I open my eyes and was greeted by this message from him...
Before I can thank him... ... ...
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I can only do it here. In my private space.
My tears come and go as fast as lightning.
I don't know is it that we love too much or too deep.
I can only say, we cared too much.
I only know I feel like crying all the time. I don't know how to control myself anymore.
These few days have been another battle for us... 2 long flights overlapped our rosters...
I've never miss him more.
My heart beats for him.
My soul yearns for him.
Sometimes I just wish we are in our world of our own, away from the troubles.
Living a simple life with just him and our future babies.
And sometimes I do admire the farmers family or people living in the community rural areas.
They are the ones whom we should learn from when it comes to family education.
Anyways...
He will never understand how much I love and care for him.
All he see in me is just that I don't trust or appreciate whatever things he does for me.
I secretly teared in my room.
Daggers strike in my heart.
The most painful experience is not what you can feel on your physical body but your emotions.
Nothing hurts more than a bleeding heart.
During those days when my life is over without him, all I prayed for is his happiness.
If he is happier that way... ...
If another could give him more than I do... ...
Even I knew he is in wrong. I should hate him and erase him away from my memory...
I can't do it.
All I did was to keep a secret vow.
"To love him forever. Bury our love and engrave his name in my heart."
Never to fall in love again.
That was how much I can love.
Everyone around me thought I was strong and young.
I will get over it soon and move on.
It was the toughest days of my life.
I can have my lunch with my colleagues and suddenly cry a tear and wipe it away before anyone notices.
Those were the days...
Until I found out that all was a frame.
I feel more guilty.
I feel more of a shit.
I've wronged the guy whom I lived together for two years and dated for three.
And now, I've broken a trust for him.
That has caused him to be phobia of me.
I'm ultra super sensitive.
When we try to alter things between us, to build back our love. Re-furbish a new love.
A new to-be-beginning...
The whole process takes time and a lot of effort.
And two person full of love... and willingness...
Are we ready for it?
To take the vow of the lifetime and a promise of eternity.
5:53:00 PM
Am in London, UK...There's so much to do here. Yet I don't have the right company to go with.
Well, I shall just do my research so that the next time I come here, I'm all prepared and geared up! whaha...
Hibernation in progress..
Having a "over-the-air" battle with him.
argh!
3:40:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!!Kenn @ 2 Aug...
Si Ru @ 4 Aug...
My sister, Zhen @5 Aug...
May all your dreams and wishes come true!!! =)