Wednesday, December 26, 2007
HAppy Boxing Day!!!Hmm..this year christmas.. nothing much going on..
On the eve, i work from 9am to 8pm.
Then, i head back to his house, pack some stuffs, took a short nap and went back home together.
Him, Teddy and me..
This year, i've decided to spend it the traditional way, that is to stay home with my family.
Rather than going to the countdown party. No mood for tt. >.<
Although all we did was to watch Tv, to me, its the presence that counts.
Thanks to my elder sis and aunt for their pressie!
Christmas day, work from 2pm-6pm, went for a drink at Harrys with Hui xian, my col.
We talked about everything under the "moon".
I got to know more about the life in U..
That got me wondered..
Why do we have to struggle so hard to study?
I thought the govt is encouraging us to study and yet the fees are so expensive!
Come to think of it..
This problem has been existed since the country's independence..
Conclusion, to get into U, u have to either study and work damn hard or get urself a rich god daddy/mummy..
lol..
troubles troubles..
To my dearest sis, i hope both of you can get over it soon..life goes on alright.. stay strong!!
Last by not least, Merry belated Christmas to one and all!!!
9:20:00 PM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Fri.. in the morning, went over to Lian's house..Help her to doll up for her sis's wedding dinner..
Stayed there till about 6 plus, went to TM to have a short walk..
Was very upset that the chalet didn't work out.
As in, we did not manage to go for the chalet.
All the preparations just kinda go down the drain.. =(
End up stayed home till now..
Haa..
A sudden downpour that kept me stucked here.
Was reading CLEO.
Found out ways to save money and some stories.
So there i was, writing my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS and surfing the net.
Other than looking at friendster and facebook (which i'm still very very confused about),
i went to the some sites the mag is mentioning about.
NUFFNANG...I read that it is about u spending time reading on the ads, and they will pay u.. That easy..
I dunno how it goes, shall try and let u guys noe about it =)
Meanwhile, will try to open another blog for non-personal items.. lol..
5:48:00 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Haa.. **Mushy**
At this point of time, i'm drunk.. seriously, i can't remember taking this photo =X
Take 2..
And that's the transformed Ken..Guess how old is he??
I bet u wun get it right.. =x
ME..
TAKE 2.. =s
Us before goin out..
Me again.. befor going to the Pump room..
His favourtie drink.. lol.. now he can have it all!
Thats Us..ICE CREAM..YUMMY..
Thats Him.. striking A POSE..
I lookie FAT here! sobb.. its the shirt ok! =X
Without my glasses...
Vainity Strikes!Taken last week before goin to town to see the lightings with him =)
2:42:00 PM
Oh no.. Xmas is coming.. where's the mood????I seriously can't feel it =(
Aniw, nothing much i've done lately.. sleep quite late cos was watching TV..
Feel like a TV addict now.. lol..
shall update some photos to share!!
Selemat hari raya Haji!!
Poor goats... =(
I asked my collgs yest, whats the difference between the Hari Raya, Haji and all sorts..
So they told me one is break fast, the other is the day whereby they slaughter goats as sacrifice..
So tt means.. today alot of goats will die..
Hmm.. today, shall rest..sleep.. and make Xmas cards..
Hees..
Fri goin to my besties' chalet..
Sat goin home for Xmas celebration..
=) A simple gathering.. yet it may means alot..
hugs..
2:36:00 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Ever since my sis left, i've been thinking alot about my family..So much so that yesterday when i came back to nap, i had this strange dream..
The climax was i hug my dad and cried.
Haahaa.. silly i know..
I dreamt that i quarrled with my guy then i run / flew away (yes, i flew.. i always dreamt of me flying..)...i saw my dad walking towards his scooter.
Immediately, i flew over and hug him. I cried.
I saw him standing infront of me and he talked to me.
He even rode me home.
On the way, we talked.
I asked him why he can walk?
He told me that he had been practising..
He don't want to let us down. don't want to let me down.
He knows that i've been looking after him.
And he's thankful for tt..
How i wish i can stay in the dream and never wake up..
I miss his voice..I miss him standing infront of me..
I'll work hard for him, for the family..
I want to bring him home..
=)
4:14:00 PM
My test is over!!Hmm...
First thing i do is go back and slp..
lol.. next.. was eager to go out..
Went city plaza to settle his stuffs den went to orchard see lights..
Saw his ex and her bf.. very coincidence..
Aniw, its weekends.. of cos most pple choose to come out at this time rite..
hais..
But still, after all the lights, no Xmas mood..
I've been thinking..planning..
I want my 2008 to be a happy one!
i want to step into a good career and work hard, play hard!
But what's my ambition??
seriously, i dunno..
=(
i'm so lost...
Somebody help me!!!
4:01:00 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
The lion roars..
I love this song..
9:28:00 PM
The very last hug... to be last for 2years..
At the Airport..
Nothing can pull us apart!
Do we look alike? hees..
Sending her off.. =(
Random us ("V")
Our family..farewell dinner for Zhen..
The love-
Farewell dinner- Ho sisters
Thats her-
My surprise gift for her..=)
Very random.. hee.. teddy in the house..!trying to act cool...
From him to me...The bee hoon..
8:52:00 PM
Urgh.. rain rain go away...The rain is stopping me from going out.. soobb ssoobb..
Aniw, nowadays stay home to cook..
Firstly, i cooked my 1st fried rice. with a lil help from his tenants (cos i dunno how to cook rice ma)..get some tips and cook the rice..
Fried the other ingredients together!
Ta~Da~~ My 1st home-cook meal (proper)..
Heee..ss.. surprise dinner for him..
Next, i've been mugging hard for my papers..too lazy to go out..
Den he cooked fried bee hoon .. lol..
i've been thinking.. is the rain doing us good or bad =)
Aniw, its sweet..
Today, finished my 2 papers..
It was ok..
Glad that some answer are somewhat similar to nana's...
=)
*Pheww...
Very tricky though...
friday last pap..!!!
Hols for 2 weekss..
HOOrrAYAYYYY~~
Awaiting for the new year!!!
*Ming nian hui gen hao!
8:36:00 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
Its been raining so badly lately.. =(Stucked at his home..
Aniw, just sent my 2nd sis to US this morning..stayed up.
All of us was ok.Perhaps, stil in the sleepy morning mood especially with this kinda weather.
The feeling is like we're sending her off to her holiday.
But this is a long 2years hols.
Thinking of the festive season.. she'll be away..
she missed 2xmas,2birthdays,2 new years..
Nobody to dress up with..
No more clothes to steal =X..
Amongst the four, she has the strongest character.
I look up to her not only as a sister but a companion, friend, advisor, listener, sun-tanning khaki..Over the past 23 years of her life, she has never been away for more than 1 week.
This time around, she will leave everything behind..
2 Years.. Not too long , Not too short.
=(
I will continue to work hard..Graduate, get a good job.. with good pay..
Build my own career... so that i can give a good life to my parents, granny and sister..
Will be more responsible..
Hopefully 2 years later, she wil see a successful me!
Aniw, after that, accompany my granny to the temple in bugis..its 7+am then.
She insists on going..
I am amazed at her effort.
I witnessed her procedure of praying..
Its like she go all the way down.
Light up the joss stick, say some prayers.
Inside, she prayed right infront, saying some prayers.
Went over to the counter take the amulets.
Thats it.
less than 15 mins.
Then she is ready to head home.
i followed her through.
Its been a long time i prayed.
Especially at this hour.
I am still very awake then.
All these years, she has been the one looking after all of us..
I love her for who she is..
Such pure and innocent lady..
May god bless her..
She is my beloved grandmother!
3:55:00 PM
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
u shold know why i love this pict... hehee.. Obsessed with TINKERBELL!!
the lil family!
I love this guy!
Our blading day as mentioned.. loves
At burger king..
With my lil sister.. I rem we were suppose to be BBq-ing at my cousin's pit.. there's not much food there.. end up we sneaked out for some filling meals.. =x
With the young boy!! 8:25:00 PM
Birthday kiss for this Big Girl..
With the birthday girl..
My dear..
The couple bike..=x
I LOVE THEM SO-
The day at Swens with the girls..
Halloween nite.. i'm working ok! =x
Me and My guy..
With the guy who likes to sniff and follow me around..
Me with Hugo/Elmo then..
Before that ... some picts to share....MY cutie!!!
8:03:00 PM
TESt TESt TEST...Oh no.. had too much fun that i'm lagged a wk back...
ok, the story goes..
Last wed suppose i got a quiz to do. (which i saw the schedule and tot it was this wk..)
Until mon, which is yesterday i found out that the quiz was last wk.
Panicked, i rang up my lecturer.
Lucky enough, even without MC, he allow me to retake tml!!
*Pheewww...
Next, is today,a friend of mine was whinning.
"Oh no!! The tests are coming in less than a week time!! I don't know what have i learnt!"
Confused, i told her that we have a week break before the test right?
She look more worried.
"Girl, today is 4 dec.. our paper is on 12 Dec.."
*BANG!
See how lagging am i in school..
Most importantly, i realised that time flies past without you even noticing.
Moral of the story is : Always Check Your Time Table!!
And DOUBLE CHECK WITH YOUR FRIENDS!
LOL!
REminds me of this Qin.
Regarding the tioman trip, i told her in advance. She thought she got school on those days. End up, its during her 1 week break.
Then, another time is when i suppose to meet her that week , she thought it was next.
LesLy, ahead of time..
I'm suppose to meet her say next thu, she thought its this thu we are meeting.
Whahaha...
Girls, We are racing with time...
Be prepared to leave 2007!!!
Very random blogss i have for today..heeesss...
Whatever that comes to my mind...
I want to leave all the unhappiness in 2007 and a new 2008 awaits!
To learn from lessons i faced in 2007 and never to repeat in 2008..!!!
Coming up next...
NEw YEAR CUm Xmas Cum Birthday RESolution!!!! =x =x!!
7:43:00 PM
Went to East Coast Park last sat..The morning was kinda draggy due to the late nite of quarrels, drinks and club at Bar none and the Living Rooom With my colls and ex coll..
Have been drinking quite alot lately =x ..
Alcoholic~
Aniw, back to sat.. reached ECP at 4pm then went over to rent blades..
Poor teddy who suppose to be brisk walking by the beach with us. End up in the bag having a free ride poking through the small holess --sight seeing.
Suppose to be a cycling trip with my sisters and her friends at 2+pm..
but both of us (me and my guy) ride bike everyday, its meaningless for us to ride a bicycle when we both own a motorcycle right? haha..
We blade over to meet them half way..
After we return our blades, we went over to scruffy's for a drink,again.
while my sisters have other plans..
Chill by the beach.. sweet..
So family day we had..
7:27:00 PM
Today is December 4..12 months of 2007 just passed like tt..
i have so many to blog abt everyday but didn't get the chance to.
Aniw, 2007 of my life is filled with more frowns than smiles.
Of course i still have my smiles but whenever i think of other things, they pull me back into the reality world.
Secretly, i sobbed.
To make myself feel better but not.
In life, we cannot get the best of both world.
There's always things we have to give up to gain another.
Love is about sacrifice.
I have gave up my life to the guy who changed me.
From the party animal to the homely girl.
Some may object,others may envy.
Although one day, if things turn out to be the worst, i may be alone..
All the memories, time and effort will be gone.
My teenage years has past.
I will look back and smile, this is what love is about.
My Dearest friends, i'm sorry..as i have said many times.
But this is one regret that will always be in me.
Sorry for this sudden change.
I leave our days too fast.
I left behind my footprints.
To think, i will be remembered.
But i was wrong.
I am to hate.
Especially to the little girl of mine.
The dearly sisters of mine.
You are the most innocent party.
I am sorry.
I don't blame you for hating me.
Hoping that one day when u grow up, you will understand the sacrifice of love.
All may think i am selfish and irresponsible.
But one day i hope u all will understand.
Deep down, i miss those days.
Those hugs.
Those love.
Those laughters.
Those cries.
Those days whereby we hang around thinking about out future.
Those camps.
Those stay over, talking till dawn breaks.
Those supper.
Those star gazing days.
And so much more.