Friday, March 30, 2007
The Lost GirlAll alone in the forest;Cold and hungry.Hungry for warmth;Cold in her heart.Life is so harsh on her;She wish she was dead;She wish she can float,Float away from this world.The world filled with lies and "immorality".
People are like ghost;Wandering ghost hunting for weak victims.Looking for victory,For glory.Where is the kind world she used to be in.Its just a childhood dream.She saw a little flicker of light.Hope.She ran towards it.The man;She saw the man.She smiled gratefully.He took a knife and stab her.Leaving her to bleed,To death.Frozen heart.
12:50:00 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Nanny for a day..
Looking after 2 notorious yet innocent pure little kids..
had a great time...
shaggg...
Yesterday went to meet him for lunch then,work... ALone in the bar, my second time.
Went to his place had a little argument over me working more.
Was unhappy too.
He did not had a good sleep yet, works in the morning.
Poor thing =x
Anyway, its been ages since i was last seen at home.
And i spent my time reading.
Since when that party animal has become so tamed down?
Love.
Has a great influence on a girl's life.
I am one of the woman out there sacrificing her teenage years for a man.
I hope it's all worth it.
=)
9:11:00 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Nice breeze.
A little booze.
Lying on the beach, thought of UpCOmIng TiomAn tRip!
How i wish the trip is tommorow!
Alright, went sentosa with darling Qin.
Both of us was very excited to go to the "well-known" chill out place- Cafe Del-mar.
Walking quite a distance from Palawan beach to Siloso Beach, then, to Cafe Del-mar.
It was a total dissapointment.
Once, and it will be the last.
Km8 is still the best after all.
Next, Vivo city.
Had our pre-dinner to fill our stomach before the actual dinner with our BFs.
Had a great time with her =)
RED WINE next time!!
Huggiiess~
After we departed, i went Raffles to look for my guy.
He look super duper lethargic!
oopss...
SORRY!!
All because of me =x
Had a little tiff in the wee hours of the morning that took away his sleep.
Looking at his state, i forced him to go home and have a good rest.
That makes me a good girl, staying home to have a little time for myself. Blogging, Reading.
Thought of Hong.
Texted him.
He missed me too.
He's like my long lost brother. And I'm his long lost sister.
We can't leave without each other i guess.
Even after both of us were to get married, We'll try our best to let our partners understand our pure our friendship and bonding is.
One day, i'll let my partner to see and trust this friendship of ours.
Its difficult, i know.
Both of us quarreled with our partners due to our bonding.
I'm used to it already.
Thus, i want my partner to accept with ease and trust.
8:54:00 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
The day before, went chinatown bought tics for TIOMAN!!!!
Finally, we are goanna make it for this trip.
My guy came over for dinner with my girls.
Then, spent time together.
Thats when i found out how much i missed those days when we can just meet anytime anywhere.
Now that both of us are so busy, We treasure the time we spent more.
Thats when i realized, i've never been attached that long since my last few relationships.
I've never been so much into a relationship for so long.
That doesn't mean i flirt around in the past but i just don't click well with the past few guys.
It comes to a conclusion that its really difficult to find someone whom u like and love you back as much...
Anyway, i told my bosses and settled my stuffs already.
Felt so relieved but unbearable.
I'll never forget them.
All the things we went through and being taught, i'll make them into practice and learn as i move on.
THAnks to all my SHI FUsSS.. thanks for all your guidance.. lovess...
1:43:00 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
A tiff again we had yesterday...
Finally, yesterday had a short dinner with My dearest bro, miss him so much.
As for him, quarreled due to me meeting him without informing.
I totally understand so i never blame him.
He came by to demand an apology.
I was hot headed.
Shouted at each other for awhile.
Hurting.
A hug and a kiss.
Thats what it ended with..
Had a nightmare at his house.
With him beside me, i dreamt of him sleeping with another girl after we quarreled. He can't take it anymore.
That dream waked me up.
I cried.
Foolish.
I wondered.
The scariest thing on earth isn't cockroaches but love.
At the moment, i wanted to leave.
Come to think of it, its kind of silly to leave a relationship just because of a dream?
I'm afraid to face something like that one day.
Hope and pray that that day never exist in reality at ALL!
Disturbed him to wake up, so that i'm sure that all those is just a stupid dream and i'm safe in his arms. =)
We watched movie in the in the cinema for the first time today.
In CWP.
Went home for reunion dinner and a short trip to Msia.
Time Flies...
Stayed over at Ru's house on Wednesday. My 2nd closest friend in poly. =)
I'm changing my working environment.
Its unbearable for me to leave but i have to.
FOr better offer and to work with people who may appreciate me more. Why not?
I will miss working with them! Definitely.
Life's just like that.
People come and go.
But no matter where i am, i'll never forget those people who have left footprints in my life..
11:22:00 PM