Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Finally, I completed my flight marathon and survived.
I am so looking forward to this two days off (one unseen off)... I love my off days yet can't afford to stay off for too long cos' it means no income...
Something happened at work. Although it is just a small issue, it affects how I see of the environment I am in.
Wayang-nism.
A new vocabulary I learnt since I joined the company. I had a lousy check report due to my lack of wayang-nism. A lot of the things I did but I did not report or purposely show off to him. So, the next time should I say... "HEY, I'M DOING THIS... COME AND SEE!"
WTH.
Why do we need to act? Shall I pay someone to pretend to faint and then I pretend to save life?
All I can say is I HATE TO ACT! I just want to be myself and not let the environment change me. I refuse to boot-lick. I refuse to treat my boss as if they are king!
If my boss is good, of cos, they deserve my earnest respect and I will treat them as my fellow human being and care for each other... especially in other countries... they are our closest family.
I thought that should be the case?
Why should we go on to PRETEND to be someone who we are not?
Do things just to show off that... HEY, I CARE FOR MY PASSENGERS?
Care comes from the heart. If we do certain things to get some reward out of it or expect people to compliment you or write in to the company... That is not care anymore. That is total rubbish!
This is the kind of environment we are in. We expect to be judge for the few hours. And this is how they see of you. I pity those with a check report for turnarounds. They have less than 8 hours to perform. And now, it depends on your level of wayang-nism again. Go on, sayang your boss... if time permits, I think the desperate ones will give a "quick one" in the toilet... TOILET CHECK? A long one I suppose. A good sayang... of somewhere else...
Sometimes, I miss my last job. Less pay, I am happier mentally (but not financially). We all work, play, drink... sleep the minimal... but we are closer and more truthful to each other.
It is times like this we grow together and work hard together.
I want to leave... But I can't... too financially dependent... =(
The cons of my job.
3:16:00 PM