Friday, April 23, 2010
Fragility of the airline industry.
Bombing of train station, Moscow.
Air crash- Polish President (my condolences).
Red-Shirt Protest in Thailand.
Earthquake in China.
Volcanic Eruption in Iceland.
Danger has never crossed my mind of being a crew. Until recently, many of my friends stranded in oversea...
I have realized the fear of my dear mum. After each news, she will persuade me to quit.
Be it natural or man-made disaster, it is unavoidable. We are so close and exposed to the problems in the world, outside this small dot on the world map.
Besides all these, they always say... if you are able to survive in the airline, you will be able to survive anywhere. Its so true. This is the place I see the worst of humanity.
When I relate this to my friends, it is nothing so amazing about!
So, it is not about the airline industry. It is the ADULT WORLD! The Working class world!
What is wrong with the society? What is happening to our fellow human beings?
Everyone seems to live in their own world, live for their own selfish gain.
This is one fact that I have to digest and adapt...
I can't change the world, but I can change myself.
But how?
STOP being nice and be fierce, bitchy... STOP saying sorry! And apologizing for things I have not done. STOP Saying sorry to avoid more problems...
???
What have the world change one into...?
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All along, I thought this job is just my rice bowl, feed my family and I. Pay for my bills and lifestyle. Enjoying my time, having fun...
I think it is time. I have to be more serious in my job. Setting my priorities right...
I've sight-see for two years already (as planned). Save!
Hopefully, in another three years (MAX!), I will be able to break free comfortably!
I came across this phrase in a magazine, "LEARN TO LET GO AND LET LIFE TAKEOVER!"
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(Hopefully!) I can venture into something I enjoy doing. I want to wake up (earlier than my alarm) and smile at my day, rather than dragging myself to my job!
Passion!... is what I need.
It will be a big change to give up this luxurious life and be a common folk. It takes a lot of mental preparation (the drop in income) and courage to face the constraint, tightness in our wallet.
I believe, in time, I will be able to overcome.
I want to carefully and gracefully leave. Be able to look back at this wonderful time that I have used to see the world... Feeling a sense of relief rather than regret.
In future, I'll be able to tell my kids the world is so huge and beautiful.
But home is where I belong and love. No other place is more comfortable than home.
Love. Start at home.
(till next time...)
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