Thursday, February 04, 2010
I am amazed at how awake I am.
Being disturbed by the loud funeral band going on under the block at 10am. Followed by my hourly alarms I set. I half-sleep until I was forced to wake up to call my mum. And to meet this lady to settle the maid stuff. Normally, I will be super tired by now... I would have used up ALL my energy in the day, but right now, I'm super awake and constantly hungry.
I snacked and watched almost all the programs on the TV. I even switched to CNN...
Emptiness filled the room. Water droplets from the faulty tap dripped at a constant rate which adds on to the loneliness I feel.
When you are around, I can fall asleep in your arms easily. My dreams are undisturbed. I can even sleep with the lights on. Your presence seems to be a calming essence for my guaranteed good night sleep.
How I wish you could be here with me now... and be my favorite pillow like you always are.
I miss you.
1:48:00 AM