Monday, June 15, 2009
I am still awake at this hour.
I want to sleep! But I can't! My mind just can't stop working!
I've got too little time and have too many things to do!
I need to talk to someone! My brain is going to burst soon...
Dear diary,
I have been thinking about everything...
I'm suppose to share. And turned mute, when I see him.
Or rather even when I want to pen it down.
My paper is blank.
Is time pulling us apart or closer?
It should be very simple.
Yet, I seems to complicate things myself...
Contradict facts.
Is it somethings are just as misleading?
Or is it I am the only one thinking?
Suddenly, I feel so lonely.
When he's here, I feel slightly better yet, there seems to be an unanswered question in me...
I don't even know what is the question...
My body and soul seems to have repelled.
I feel weird.
What is happening to me?
Everything is going fine.
Why am I feeling so incomplete?
What am I seeking for?
I don't know what am I going through...
That day, I asked to leave him cos I think I am affecting him.
I'm scared. One day, he will be angry or mad at me for my emo-self.
My emotions are uncontrollable.
Please help me, my guardian angel...
-Jhwp, 150609
8:11:00 AM