Tuesday, December 30, 2008
A Merry Christmas...And a Happy New Year!I'm so so so so busy!
1st, Christmas.
No Celebration. Just a CGK turn and to ZRH with my dear.
(Yes, I finally changed. And i never regretted.)
X'Mas pressie not sent out. Or rather, still "preparing".
Well, better late than never right... =XXXXX
White Christmas in Zurich, Switzerland with my love.
(Yes, I'm a non-official GQ crew! Called up ZRH, Change ZRH and Roster ed ZRH!)
To the mountain. Next entry.
2nd, End of 2008.
Time flies.... so fast that i got no time to set my
New Year Resolution. Silly, but still, its a yearly thing i love to do for myself. =) hees...
And i come out with these :
1) CONFIDENCE2) Be HAPPY3) Live on a daily basis 4) To TAKE CONTROL5) To remember that I AM A LUCKY GIRL.6) My 21st1) Confidence
The most important thing (2009) for me is CONFIDENCE which i find that i lack most.
Either at work or "my life".
Even in briefing room, whenever i start to speak, I SHIVER, heart beats faster.
Don't ask me why.
Gosh~ I used to be one of the MOST DARING girl in my primary school days.
As i grow older, I start to lack believe in myself! I don't know why.
I want to be that confident girl walking on the streets.
I want to lift up my head and BE PROUD of MYSELF!
So what AIR STEWARDESS!
I will work something out for myself! I will be somebody someday!
2) Be Happy
I cannot always live in
worries.
I worry for my dad, my 1st sis, my 2nd sis, my 4th sis, my mum, my grandma, my dear, my dog,
my relatives and friends!
Life is full of challenges!
Everyday is a new challenge!
I AM NOT GOD!
I need to be a happier person.
Take things easy.
Face the problem and not bring it to sleep.
3) Live on a daily basis
I have an organizer. I plan and plan and plan everyday.
Whats next, Whats next?
My FAVourite phrase that i love to pester my dear for an answer " Whats the plan?".
heeeheee... *feeling guilty...
I have to learn to enjoy what i am doing CURRENTLY and appreciate little things that come by.
4) To take control
I cannot always let my colleagues or pax to ORDER me around!
I must have my own stand.
Can means Can Cannot means CANNOT! *Don't try to BULLY ME OKAY!
I may be small ( okay, short) ! but I AM STILL IN CONTROL!
For e.g. : If someone borrow $ from me, i have the spare $, I lend
lah! If I left with only 10 cents I cannot lend my last 10cents OUT !
I am always guilty of that. =(
5) To remember that i am a lucky girl
Okay, I admit that i do not like what i am doing now.
But, I NEED THE JOB AND THE $$$.
Its a good way to save and think of what i want to do NEXT!
I AM A LUCKY GIRL!
6) My 21st
Although i am not around to celebrate my actual day in my home town, I will try my best to enjoy every single seconds of my Birthday!
Van will be with me! =)
When i was young, I want to be a grown up.
Now that i am there, I want to stay forever young!
I want to go back to my childhood days...
Adulthood is not fun at all!
I love cartoons.
After I cross this border, I can never turn back.
The clock is ticking, time is passing.
My youth will be waving goodbye to me.
TREASURE!
12:57:00 AM