Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Today is December 4..
12 months of 2007 just passed like tt..
i have so many to blog abt everyday but didn't get the chance to.
Aniw, 2007 of my life is filled with more frowns than smiles.
Of course i still have my smiles but whenever i think of other things, they pull me back into the reality world.
Secretly, i sobbed.
To make myself feel better but not.
In life, we cannot get the best of both world.
There's always things we have to give up to gain another.
Love is about sacrifice.
I have gave up my life to the guy who changed me.
From the party animal to the homely girl.
Some may object,others may envy.
Although one day, if things turn out to be the worst, i may be alone..
All the memories, time and effort will be gone.
My teenage years has past.
I will look back and smile, this is what love is about.
My Dearest friends, i'm sorry..as i have said many times.
But this is one regret that will always be in me.
Sorry for this sudden change.
I leave our days too fast.
I left behind my footprints.
To think, i will be remembered.
But i was wrong.
I am to hate.
Especially to the little girl of mine.
The dearly sisters of mine.
You are the most innocent party.
I am sorry.
I don't blame you for hating me.
Hoping that one day when u grow up, you will understand the sacrifice of love.
All may think i am selfish and irresponsible.
But one day i hope u all will understand.
Deep down, i miss those days.
Those hugs.
Those love.
Those laughters.
Those cries.
Those days whereby we hang around thinking about out future.
Those camps.
Those stay over, talking till dawn breaks.
Those supper.
Those star gazing days.
And so much more.
1:49:00 PM