Friday, October 12, 2007
its been a while..
my life's a ups and down..
Met les for lunch the other day.. it was simple yet i love the feeling..
Met lian for dinner day before before(wed).. had dinner and went to have a drink..
Nowadays, i have been drinkin..
Not over probs.. but just ttt i have the chance to..
Hmm.. didn't have the chance to blog about my sis's wedding..
29sept07...
They were annouced to be husband and wife.
Its so sweet and loving the way they held each other's hand and were nervous.
Amongst us sisters, she always noes how to choose. lol..
Yup, i wish for her happiness =)
After the rom, we went for dinner and talked about her future plans- US
Its kinda sad tt she's leaving =(
I'll definitely miss her badly..
Sometimes, i wan to be like her, just leave the country to some wer new --start afresh.
life in SG is tough..!!
If i have the chance.. i'll fly away for gd..
went to have wine together and sent my lil sis hm..
my guy have been troubling with his new house..
i go hunt for things with him.. jalan besar, lavender,kallang.. lol.. almost all the shops he see online, he'll go hunt..
i seriously admire his patience!
Even this courts guy said that to me. lol..
Have been working and hanging out with Sa..
Nth much for me.. jus a simple life i lead.. =)
Have been wondering alot for months..
wat is wrong wit me tt pple can't accept?
I have my life to lead, or do i have to live for pple..
Or is it i do too much then and now i have not?
I've talked to a close fren the other day, hoping to find some answer.
i'm glad tt i and still loved. Like i still love them too..
Its hard when u have no one to turn to.
When everyone even ur close ones looked away from u.
How to be happy when i have no blessings?
just becos of a bf i have.
He has his flawss, like i have mine too.
He's still so sweet and caring in his every way.
Its not like he's been ill-treating me??
Y?
I love and want to be happy.
But wad is happiness when there's no blessings? No encouragement?
This turning. pivot point i faced.
i hope to be strong to oversome it all.
If i have the chance, i want to move away. far far away..
Hoping that they'll rem me for who i used to be.
at least, i dun scar them in anyway..
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