Friday, July 06, 2007
Being really really
suay nowadays...
Was summoned twice in a month..
One of them was 5am in the morning.. How can that be possible?
Perhaps, i'm just the unlucky of the unlucky few.
A once really good friend of mine backstabbed me not once.. but many times..
I think the goal is to see me fall..
Haa..
Now, the guy whom i trusted and love most...
hais... y let history repeat?
i've been thinking alot alot since last night.. i fell aslp with tots uncleared.
I'm in a dilemma..
Am i the one..? Or is He the one..?
Or is everybody right?
Is it worth it?
When i gained one, i'll lose one..
I gained one but i lost many..
And in return i dunno wad will i get..
I dunno when history is going to repeat.
The situations seem to be like.. Its nearing..
I feel like running away.. I want to hide..
I fear light.. I fear people..
Fakes and lie..
Words and Words..
What's real and what's not...
someone.. bring me away.. far far away from all this...
Promises...
Love..
Friendship..
Family..
Life..
What on earth am i doing here.. ... ..
ArGh!!!
I'm again fallen into darkness..
Away from Troubles..People..
Buried...
1:19:00 PM