Thursday, April 26, 2007
Yestersday went for briefing...
Before tt, we are so bored tt Ru suggested we go Ikea for a walk!
HAha.. so there we are half way through, we just went out like that..
Lookin at the furniture, how i wish i can have a house a home lik tt..
Dreaming.. Thinking..
I MUST WORK HARD!!!
today started our MP/SIP at NUS...
The "campus" we are in is actually deep inside the "hilly" kent ridge.
It rained heavily this morning.
I arrived first.
Even before the Dr. do.
Kept calling but to no avail.
Had a lil tiff with my team mate.
Haiz..
i do not wish to be like that but sometimes when one's temper is provoked...
Firstly, i gave her a morning call..
When i reached, she told me she overslept.
Since the Dr. is not here yet, so i waited.
Went for breakfast..
My other team mate arrived.
so we waited for her.
When she arrived, she did not even apologise.
I asked of her to quickly get her breakfast and we should be going to meet the Dr.
She shouted at me.
She wanted to have a rest before heading off..
Speechless.. My fault? u went clubbing yest nite, woke up late.. is it my fault?
Already warned her she will be very tired, she promised that she will be fine.
I was very dissapointed.
Her lack of responsibility and urgency.
So, i kept quiet for the whole day.
Suppose to report at 9.30am. We report at 11am.
I understand that she's tired after her clubbing trip last nite.
But must we all comply to heR? her irresponsibility?
I've never been like this for a long long time.
ITs awkward and feels uneasy in me as well, to quarrel with a good friend?
Why can't she understand ? Must she repeat her past?
She told me she have not much friends because of this attitude of hers.
But can't she learn some lessons from this?
Friends need to give and take.
I tolerated her.
I understand tt she was pampered but this time around, i give up.
The promises.. All broken..
I know i will not take this to heart.
But all i want from her is to let her see where she has gone wrong.
With this attitude of hers, i dunno how this project is going to work.
I dunno how will she survive when she enters the adulthood.
Argh~
What a
sucky day..
My 3 mths... in the Container ... Felt like a bird trapped in a cage..
We were given a few notes to read and understand the background.. for the next 1 wk, tts what our task are...
How boring...
At first, we were really excited.
Going to a U for attachment..
The new phase new environment.. new people...
I thought its a good place for us to get closer and LEARN sometime out of it.
But with this, i feel like i'm wasting my time.ToTallY.
At least Give us something to do?
Guide us?
Teach us?
Didn't know Uni is so"INDEPENTDENT"!
a min seems lik a yr..
Anyway, luckily stayed over at his place.. cos i know the road better.
Love to tug under his arms =)
Although is only to sleep, the feel of him lying beside me..
That moment is what i call bLiSs..
Shouldn't think too much i guess.. Chance i gave.. trust we must build, once more.
I'll try my best not to bring up the past (sometimes just couldn't help but this mouth of mine keeps "suaning" =X )
ARgH~ Mentrual cramps.. backaches.. The gal ting.. Went home to sleep after tt.. hehe.. just woke up..
Felt slightly better...
Come to think of it.. Tml.. another boring day to come.. if this goes on, i'll go crazy!
9:54:00 PM