Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Days past...
Chance is my decision.
i don't want to live with regrets.
Like i did years ago...
People make mistakes.
Most importantly is they learn.
Will be more cautious now.
A little mistake, i shall leave.
This time, with no regrets.
Time will tell.
I hate to go through this phase of life.
Yes, we'll learn from it, be stronger.
But what we attain in the end id phobia.
A little move is suspicious.
I don't know how long can i bear with this.
Living with fear.
Yet, HAVE to be strong and i did it.
I faced it.
No longer running away.
No matter what happens, i WiLL be strong.
They are just a company.
Not a pillar for me to rely on.
Although now that we are closer than ever, fear is still in me .
Lies and deception. Like i say...
Working alot lately, just to fill my time so that i will be preoccupied with things and keep myself away from thinking.
i shall distance myself.
Let him do the "love".
i shall be more positive.
i shall be more open, more prone to "attacks".
So, people, don't worry.
I am still standing strong and defensive.
No one can hurt me -that bad.
Anyway, apart from these, finally after 2 years, i took out my braces.
I look and feel different.
Perhaps, this marks a new beginning a new me.
No longer have to go through "a new hair thing after break-ups therapy"
Haha..
Yes, this is the new me.
New goals...
Have more things to entertain to rather than letting stupid love to ruin my life.
=x
Diversion.
Me to love or love to me.
Let love come to me and not me chasing after fairytale love stories.
Life.
A loud shout out to my beloved SIN DEE!!!
Wishing her a very happy birthday!!
So glad that years later, today, we are still in contact list. lol.
Yup, tioman together. Lucky her! having a so-called 4 days celebration!
hehe..
all the best!
My dearest Qin, don't blur blur leh..book u this wed u go write nx wed.. u ah... hibernation for a week leh! haha.. nvm we'll have fun later! tea session! =)
Our future and happiness is in our own hands!!
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