Saturday, January 20, 2007
hmm..was awaken by a phone call..
tis call..stopped my slp n force me "rebirth" to the reality world.
i thought,for a moment, "Can i sleep forever?"..
Words of yesterday still flashes in my mind.
Washed up,went n fetch my chirpy hyper-energetic cousins.
The innocent look on their face, their pure talks,how i envied kids.
Went swimming.
Had a great laugh and for a moment,i was focused.
Until he called,his voice make my eyes wet.
I thought of yesterday.
This is how much i was hurt.
Ask my close ones and they'll know,its been years since i am behaving this way.
The issue was being brought up, it continues with no conclusion, yet.
Went to VivoCity,half thinking,half of half looking after the kids,half of half window shopping.
No matter what, i know i'll regret if i give up.The feeling is terrible when u look back at all this ridiculous little problem that breaks of the connection of two person
in love.
Decided to give the freedom and space,but requested made a promise of loyalty and trust.
9:08:00 PM