Thursday, June 01, 2006
SUPER DUPER ...=( =( =(This is perhaps the most unfortunate time i m going thru...
jus came back from mo mo ... without my HP..
today,suppose to be a "enjoyable" day celebrating lian's birthday...
in the end.. everythin turns out to be a disaster..pardon my lang.. cos now is 5 am n i hav to get back to sch by 8am.. super shag..
1stly,lian,me,selina(lian's fren),bec.. sat outsat for quite sometime b4 goin in.. once we get in,we drank quite a lot.. but i noe my limits.. howver,since its lian's birthday,she requested for a special drink from the bar.. n someone made her a huge stunt.. which she drank from a ball of fire like beer? wadeva it is..tt ting made her drop..
next,all i noe i was lookin after her..
she's gettin from bad to worse so the bar guy came out n carried her outside while they wait for cab..
we were sitting outside so ttt she can sober a bit..howeva,she wanted to go to the loo.. n we carried her inside again..
her fren called while we were in the loo..so i picked up the call while she suddenly collaspe on the floor..
i,den left my phone on the side of the toilet..n carried her up..
tt was wer i lost my HP.. =(
when we carried her outside,i found out tt my HP was lost..
i ran back in again n asked around..
it's gone..forever.. =(
i broke down..tis phone has been with me werever i go.. i took pict wit it.. music all.. was my fav.. damn!!
the next person usin tt loo was a slim n taller den me by abt 5cm malay gal wearin a lime green v-neck,silk kinda top.. which is long enough to cover till her tights.. n a jeans underneath it.. i describe it to the security...n even drew it out.. hope.. pray.. tt they r able to track tt gal out!
my phone..contains all the memories i had...all the picts tt i'm left with..its all gone..
i've jus lost sth v precious.. onli left with picts i can look up to..
now,even all the picts r gone...
wat hav i done to deserve all these!
=(
i'm totally lost..called him when i was sobbing uncontrollably...
he too was shocked i guess..
yea,i m careless..
but iin tt kinda situation,i can't help it but blur..
wad m i suppose to do now?
my world is collasping.. someone pls help me!
i need u.. but i dun hav the courage to say out..
i guess.. i'll be quiet..n alone for a while.. i need a break.. i wan to get out of tis harsh reality.. promise not to club again...
hav u ever encounter tis?
everything jus falls on u at one go..
how m i goanna handle it?
=(
today went sch took lab test.. can finish but minus mark.. den go hosp..yea, recovering at a gd pace..
den went to chinatown ate lunch..alone..
its being sometime since i ate lunch alone..
den went to see dad..
i miss him lots..can see tt he miss us lots.. i'm sorry..
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"My beautiful world is collasping... even the last memory i had..is taken away from the reality...wad hav i done to deserve all these..."
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...Tears...my onli companion...
"Never felt so lost befor.."
Thank bec for stayin wit me for so long to track out the culprit...
5:09:00 AM